Grey Sky And A Messed Up Day -------------------------------------------
Grey Sky And A messed up Day
Grey sky is all I can see
Grey sky is what’s before me
Grey sky is what I try to dig
To dig deep inside of me
I walk down the streets to go home
And I feel choked and all alone
Not knowing if I want to go
Stay there or die alone
Grey sky with smoke in the air
The burning fires of my past
Burning deep within me in despair
I take a deep breath
As if it will solve anything
I try to shake away the feelings of loneliness
But it is stuck like a needle through my arm
Whenever I move I feel the pain
That reminds me it is there
Perhaps there to stay
No wind
No rain
Only blood
And pain
Only a past full of stains
Only nightmares of shame
Grey sky above me all the way
I have nothing more to say
But one question to ask.
Well the blue sky break out one day?
Such a piece of crap life can be
When everyone sees the good inside of me
And I can’t even find a lamp to light
The heart inside of me
And be just simply who I want to be
I think to myself
Your grey day has come
So just shut up and die
And lay dead and numb
And wait till it passes by
Maybe one day you’ll come to life
This is just me on a gloomy yesterday
A grey sky and a messed up day