Worries, cares, concerns,
all flow out,
out and away
slowly guilt sets in
The thought of friends, worried, wondering why
Of familiar voices, hurt and afraid
a promise broken
fleeting moments of freedom?
Unburdened by the chains of life
a swath of red
a razor hits the floor
despair sinks in again
is it worth it?
for just a taste?
a taste of sweet release?
| i understand and can relate to that. you talked about the guilt and despair that many people feel. i read your backround though and if you ever need to vent...im around with an ear to listen. |
i was a big time cutter until i realized how much it actually did hurt the people i love. but it took along time to stop...cutting is addicting but the anwser to your question, no its not worth it.
|| Posted on 2005-11-29 00:00:00 | by DanceADream | [ Reply to This ] || Wow, very nice write. Im sure all of us have felt this at least a little before.. like "am I being selfish to just get this pain out.. but what about everyone else.. et cetera" |
I think that you conveyed the guilt of cutting really well. Nice descriptions!
|| Posted on 2005-11-28 00:00:00 | by PoeticSoul666 | [ Reply to This ] || adding to my favourites, because Its really how|
I feel just now. That's all I want, is that sweet release...thank you for writing this...
|| Posted on 2005-11-28 00:00:00 | by AngryAtTheWorld | [ Reply to This ] || I deal with this problem and I loved reading this, you are doing good to realize that there are ways to deal. good job. i look forward to hearing more from you||| Posted on 2005-11-28 00:00:00 | by lesh09 | [ Reply to This ] |