Description: I just kept wondering and thinking.. I wonder and think.. Of what life is,what death is,why we are like this,why we are like that,why we are so cold,why we are so kind,why we are here,why we are there..Why are we even anywhere?
Is it my only turn? -------------------------------------------
The blood that bleeds
The fires that burn
Is it only my turn?
the creature of the night
That flies in the light
Is it only my turn?
Tried to cry
Through dry eyes
Is it only my turn?
Tried to smile
Buthaven't been happy for awhile
Is it only my turn?
I tried being happy
I tried being normal
Is it only my turn?
God picked me as something
But I feel as nothing
Is it only my turn?
It is only my turn
To be God's torture toy?
To be Fate play thing?
To be in the Devil snare?
Is it only my turn
To cry?
To lie?
To die?
Is it only my turn
To be played with?
To be picked?
To be placed?
Is it only my turn
To bleed in the light?
To breath in the night?
To smile at your fright?
Is it only my turn
To boil?
To burn?
To close?
Is it only my turn
To feel nothing?
To know no love?
To play among the dead?
Is it only my turn
To yern?
To please?
To be on my hands and knees?
It seems I'm everything
It seems I'm nothing
It seems I'm anything
It seems I'm something.
I seem to see
I seem to be
I seem to smile
I seem to cry
I seem dead
I seem alive
I seem bad
I seem good.
I seem to know
That it is only my turn
To walk lonely
To have one yern..
And that one yern
In my only turn
Is that I can die
Is that I can live
Is that I can love
Is that I can hate
Is that I can be cold
Is that I can be kind.
You are yours
And I am mine..
I know this
On my only turn.
This touched me very deeply.. i ponder these things everyday...it is almost scary that so many people have the same thoughts, isn't it? i love how you kept trying to point out that you thought it was ony happening you you. it added to the poem. It reminds me of when i am depressed. which is most of the time. i begin to believe that i am the only one that god anf fate [censored] with and that i don't belong here...i really did enjoy this and i don't believe i can think if anything that i would want to change or a way to show just how deep in my soul i felt this. wonderful job