I'm feeling so many
emotions deep down inside,
looking for somthing but
not sure what i want...what i'll find...
I feel so helpless
without my blade,
i feel so much anger and pain,
and i can't make it go away...
I can't believe i've become so dependant
on the piece of metal thats ruling my life,
i need to use it and i really dont want to,
but its already controling my mind...
Its taken over and
theres nothing i can do,
i want to but i can't
i have to do what it wants me to...
If i dont i won't be happy
not now or ever again,
its already taken over
and wont stop til the end! |