God, I wish I could be gone from here. JUst like, you know, sprout some wings and take myself away from here. I'ma terrible person. The guy I am in L.O.V.E. with has a g/f. and he thinx all i want is frendship.
O-h why can't you see how
V-ery much I need you
E-ralyn (i changed my name for you)
I know that my old anme was fine. But my new name is Eralyn. It is all I will go by except at school. Eralyn rocks. She is beautiful, smart, funny, has all the guys, and I hate her. She is my alter ego. Everything I wish I could be. So I am adopting her. She is mine and no one elses. Things are so superficial and fake rite now. Im gonna get a C in Lit, and then I can't go to youth group. i know that that is so petty and stupid but it means a lot to me. God I hvae scars on my arms from picking those ugly white bumps. And if I ever get any action, I have two pairs of love handles. I know this is terrigle, but I'm thinking of cutting. I want to know what it feels like. but im too chicken so ill prob just use like a pop tab or something. nothing hardcore like knives or glass. o well. www.xanga.com/Im_Slipping_Under
(the nobody formerly known as Erin)