the alternate personality
the meaning, is lost and irrelevant
but survival, the only aim remaining
inside my heart the only applicant
is a young boy, suffering, decaning
to avoid your throws of insecuirty
towards my mind, as you spit them at me
and remove everything, inlcluding my purity
within these prison walls, i must believe
in me.
not you.
but with every passing day
i feel as if you will not alow me
to believe, in myself as a source
of energy, reliance, or the key
to make it through one more night
of your beatings and exhibition
i must give up, and give into this fight
this relentless and ungodly posistion
so i will take this rusty old knife
and carve unforgivingly in my hand
the name of my body, the title of my life
so that i can remember who i am |