Haunting Me -------------------------------------------
I feel better than most
Still inviting in ghosts.
Haunting my mind
Essences in divine.
Haunting my soul
I'm afraid of letting go.
I stare into this wine glass
Recanting visions I call my past.
For months the sky hasn't been blue
I isolate myself from missing you.
I wish I had spoken
Consequence leaving me broken.
Pilgrimage to another place
Reminiscent deploying upon me your face.
Now, I just lay in my bed
While images of you linger like a plague.
Recollected emotions congregate
My heart thinks it's fate.
But it's impaired and mistaken
You expertly promised to be forsaken.
In my broken heart you shall remain
Like a miserable permanent rain.
There's a disturbance not letting me free
Forever your love will haunt me.
My heart thinks it's fate. But it's impaired and mistaken You expertly promised to be forsaken... these words are forever embedded in my heart and mind. i beleive we have some f the same expiriences regarding love and loss. we are both haunted by the past, and the future. its nice to find a kindred soul. i have not read all of your poems yet, but this one for some reason is my favorite so far. words cant describe how you have stired my soul from its rest with your beautiful words of truth and longing. talk to you later, ella