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Author:	charmedidentity
ASL Info:	21/F/Canada
Elite Ratio:	7.19 - 814/801/346
Words:	193

Class/Type:	Poetry/Misc
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Description:
How to describe this? Just a thought about how our nature forces us to discover our sexuality. Something like that. U'll see what i mean.
Thanks for your time.

A Shame

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This sudden urge underneath my skin,
Closer I am to madness with a few touches.
Tickling me with joy I never felt before,
Caressing so softly until I have to break away.
But I cannot, this passion holds my existence,
Holds me captive against my will and yet not,
I can walk away from this luxurious paradise,
Or fall deeper into the trap of deceptive evil.

Fading into the world of unknown dreams,
Watching the secrets uncovered from within.
Innocence has now lost its meaning to me,
Say goodbye to the little girl you once knew.

Emotional breakdown can now be a cause,
Too much of loving this way is dangerous.
A glimpse through the door is contagious,
I am at a loss over these unstoppable thoughts.

This sudden urge to reopen my weak eyes,
Finally realizing the real with the unreal.
Facing the ceiling while lying on the bed,
Haunting thoughts are playing in my head.
“Today is the day when everything changes”,
A change of heart in the most awkward way,
A shame, yesterday should have frozen forever,
But instead, I am forced into the next step.

Submitted on 2005-12-20 13:29:17 Terms of Service / Copyright Rules
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  Well this is coming from a guys point of view (I am not sure just how different it is from a lady’s point of view) but I find this very interesting. First the idea that sexual exploration is evil and corrupt is very strongly portrayed here. I am not sure if you are supporting this idea or if you are showing things from a general perspective. I myself think it to be a natural part of growing up, discovering yourself and what you like and who you find attractive (then again this is my view) Next is the comment (and widely acceptable notion) that innocence is lost by the discovery of sex, but I, however, believe there are things involved in the loss of innocence other than this discovery. It is a fact that even young children do wrong and to a degree understand that they are doing so yet they do it anyways but in what way is sexuality wrong? How is it that we can have an intimate relationship with someone before we come to terms with our own sexuality? Anyways this is just opinion on the topic but as far as the poem goes it is wonderfully written.
| Posted on 2006-02-21 00:00:00 | by SonAsylum | [ Reply to This ]
  I suppose this is a meditation on how dangerous dancing with the devil can be. Although some may advise you to explore your sexuality, it's always wise to practice some restraint (after all, you are the only Irina that you know, protect yourself from predators/liars/etc.). There's nothing shameful about sex under the right circumstances with the right person, but love is a different thing (suddenly I sound like an old man lecturing); save yourself for the right one. Despite how 'liberated' the world pretends to be, it's still the woman whose world changes most, not the man. You've begun to discover a deep pool of secrets about yourself, take time to unfold. Wish you the best. Bill.
| Posted on 2005-12-20 00:00:00 | by rws | [ Reply to This ]
  Irina, I read that you are russian...this in mind...your vocabulary is amazing. I'm truly impressed by what you can achieve even in a language that is not your mother tongue. This is a very sensual piece of poetry, I'm impressed not only with what you write, the technical side of the poetry, but most of all I'm impressed by how you think. Many layers to your vivid imagination. I envy you Irina.
| Posted on 2005-12-20 00:00:00 | by Senna27NZ | [ Reply to This ]
  Too much of loving this way is dangerous.
A glimpse through the door is contagious,

Very well put.

This poem put me in the mind of a girl or woman having sex perhaps for the first time or maybe even for the first time with a particular person. It took me through what may be going through her head during the moments that lead to the act. She enjoys the way things feel and certain sensations make her curious but there is a part of her that perhaps doesn't want to to go any further because she knows that there are certain things that can't be undone, certian moments that you can't get back(A shame, yesterday should have frozen forever,).

Holds me captive against my will and yet not,
I can walk away from this luxurious paradise,
Or fall deeper into the trap of deceptive evil.

For me thess lines speak volumes. It makes me think of how so many young people kinda experiment with somethings because the world can make these things look so wonderful and worth it. Maybe the narrorator kinda know's better than to give herself away to that "passion" but her curiousity becomes to overwhelming.

I see that you intentionaly where not gender specific when you wrote this. Atleast i didn' see anything that made it clear that this piece spoke about two people of the opposite sex. But there where certian lines within this that made me think of some young girl deciding if she should give up the goods or no. Lines like: Innocence has now lost its meaning to me,
Say goodbye to the little girl you once knew.

or: “Today is the day when everything changes”,

As a man I've never really given to much though or even cared about this topic from a womens prospective. But for the breif moment it took me to read this piece, I actually did.

Good work
Spoken
| Posted on 2005-12-20 00:00:00 | by spoken | [ Reply to This ]

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