I am so afraid for I have taken a life,
Why, why did you give me this knife?
I must cover my action,
Why did this bring me satisfaction?
Listen you fool I’m not the one, who did it,
So are you done now with your little fit?
Just finish the job and do what I said,
Why do you hesitate, are you afraid to be dead?
No get away, shut up, and stay out of my mind,
What are you, a demon, if so what kind?
I want to get away and rejoice,
Am I a sinner for listening to this voice?
I am no demon but I am your voice,
Why don’t you listen do you have another choice?
No I thought not,
Why do you fear getting caught?
I just want you to leave me alone,
Why do I want to bash my head with a stone?
You, you’re doing this to me,
Why wont you just leave me be?
I can’t leave my boy; I’m trapped in here,
Why do you attempt to stop me my dear?
You know it’s useless to try,
Again why are you afraid to die?
This boy was just trying to take the knife,
So why did you make me take his life?
Now I’m hiding the body and the truth,
Why is my heart rate not going through the roof?
It’s because you like the feeling of what you did,
Why do you care he’s just some kid?
He took from you so you took something in return,
What’s the matter, does it make your stomach churn?
Shut up, shut up get out of my head,
Can’t you see that I can’t until your dead?
I’m in control now whether you want it to be or not,
Why, why must I sit here and let this kid rot?
Shut up and get me out of your dreamland boy,
Why, why do you treat me like some dumb ass toy?
You’re just a dream inside my head,
Why won’t you just kill yourself like I said?
Because I’m stronger than that I know I am,
Do you think I really give a damn?
I’m getting out of here one way or another,
So why did you make me kill my brother?
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