Description: yeah................don't really care about anything right now...cus uhm....yeah.so this is how my day went
christmas day -------------------------------------------
to go downstairs & open your presents
so much hugs and love
and you later brag ur friends
as your opening your last present
the liveing room changes into your bedroom
you find your self once again in your bed
and realize that was just a dream
you walk downstairs expecting to see a tree
with presents under
and then you remember.....
that there will be no christmas this year
you get a tear
and go back under your covers
cus this year there was not enough money
you asked your parents
but they just say "too much bills
so sorry huney..no presents"
you make your own imagination
and spend your whole day with misconception
and when you go back to school
you try to hide b4 u make ur self a fool
cus all you hear is "what'choo-get-4-christmas"
and then you hear the "bragging" begin
cus this christmas
there was no need for a tree
you know what. screw american christmas. its not worth it. its not ment to be what it has turned into. i am very sorry. that happened. chin up. i have had welfare christmass, and christmass where we would have to leave all behind. i remeber the kids at school and what it felt like. honey i am so sorry it happened to you. i understand. snuff
Dude, this makes me sad, you have that "ever so sweet" dream of happiness, and then you wake up, it's like, god, why did I even wake up, you go downstairs, and...I don't know this has to be the most mood altering poem that I have ever heard, I've never felt this sad after reading a poem, you really got to me, this is going to my favs list...