all these stories about how u used me
just a product of my insecurity
with such high expectations
it's harder to take rejection
i'll pretend not to know
that this wasn't ur intention
it's easier to believe
you didn't care about me
and it's simpler to move on
if i can blame u for being wrong
and the truth, o the truth
u should see it at its worst
because i know i did this to myself
i know i caused my own hurt
but ur the perfect scapegoat
blame my broken heart that still can't let go
and the least u could do is hate me too
try to defend ur lies, say that they're true
just for the reason
the reason to hate u
in this confusion and chaos of words too hard to comprehend
i'm asking u to listen to this, my final question
did u ever really love me, care for me, did i ever cross ur mind?
but don't answer darling, cuz knowing the truth would be harder than believing a lie