I have been lying here,
For so long, perhaps too long.
Comfortably numb,
I shut my eyes and ears.
And just don't wanna get out of here.
But the colours,
The colours of my dreams.
They start to fade
And dissapear so far.
Like something unreachable,
Like a lonely night star.
I keep asking myself.
Did I want this to go on,
Or to make it come to an end?
Cuz reality hurts
Like scars; unable to mend.
I couldn't help myself,
The more I wished to sink in further,
The more I reach up to the surface.
And I didn't like it,
When white lights blinded my eyes.
When its gone,
There I am,
In the real world,
In the real me...
I had,
Fade into reality. |