The Release -------------------------------------------
Today I have shed a tear
Out of anger
Out of frustration
And out of aggravation
I stress myself to so many limits
Why I donít know?
When will it end?
I still donít know
I was standing there all alone
And the tear started sliding down
Is it life that is cruel to me?
Or am I cruel to myself?
Or do I blame myself?
Do I blame myself for every dream that shatters?
For everything that matters?
For all the pain I feel inside
Am I the reason for all the bleeding?
No but Iím the reason the wounds get inflamed
The cuts get infected.
Iím the reason my tear slid today
And stopped a flood on its way
Today I realized
Iím one big monster hiding inside
I talked and talked
With many a few people who care
And it really made me change the air
I needed to feel the truth
And not to step on myself once more
I know am an ok person
And nothing more
Nothing more to say
What comes my way,
I will take today
What comes tomorrow
I will take tomorrow
I feel a huge relief
After getting out all the grief
Perhaps I havenít released the flood yet
But I hope it will disperse
And the river shall be calm once more
I owe myself a lot
For which I have hidden from a lot
I feel the energy moving back
I feel the pain soothing
The anger calming
And the rage easing
A warm shower really made a difference
And all the minds and hearts who listened as well