"I can't do it"
"No you can't"
"I will never succeed"
"You are right you can't"
"Why must you mock me?"
"You always mock yourself"
"I will try again"
"It doesn't matter, you'll always fail"
Now his name is Jeff and he hears a voice that's invisible,
He is in a depression over six months so call it cyclical,
No one knows his name but they call him a strange individual,
Though he has lived in the county
ever since he was born.
He is not a bright child even though he tries his best,
Nobody calls him a geek because he is in a group by himself,
He is the last picked in games the last to ever be claimed,
And the bigger kids pick on him because he is "lame".
He has taken being treated like this ever since he was six,
He was treated even worse when he tried to succeed,
Sometimes he even beat himself with sticks,
It seems like that is how his entire life is fixed.
He realized that his life was going no where and he had had enough,
So next day he showed up at school with a gun,
Went to the cafeteria slowly pulled it out of his shorts,
Looked around and from that moment on his revenge took off.
First he went for the guys who made fun of him at classes,
Knocked the brain out of all of them then he adjusted his glasses,
Making sure that anything that got in his way didn't have any chances,
And when he got done he had left everyone in permanent trances.
"You have done it Jeff" said the voice in the back of his head,
"I am tired of you" he replied pointing the gun at himself,
"You are a failure and you are about to show why you are that again"
Jeff let his head hang and said "Well this is the one thing that I will not fail"
The blast was heard and his revenge done at last,
Headlines on the newspapers said "They should find guilty his dad",
A mob formed and they headed to home of Lance,
Fettered by the same fate but with a pad on his hand.
"This is for whomever it concerns" thats how it started,
"I have had enough of the abuse in my classes,
I know deep in your mind you are wanting to know what caused it,
Just ask some of the survivors how my life everyday happened"
This was the story of a person named Jeff,
He did not have a future; he was tortured everyday,
Nobody showed compassion not even a bit of concern,
Now everyone affected will forever on remember that day... when Jeff finally...
Finally went over the edge |