This is a good poem. Nicely written and expressed and unique in the way you describe losing a friend. I know this feeling and it really does suck. It just seems to happen, whether it be from moving away, or just from growing apart, and no matter how hard you try, nothing seems to bring back the connection you once shared. It is a shame and not easy to deal with. You have described this well with your words. A sincere and good expression of feelings in this poem. Nice job. Take care.