If I hurt myself today,
What is stoping me from doing it tomorrow?
I want the pain to go away!
A pain so complex
No words can describe
How bad it hurts
Push or pull
Just pick one
Not both at once
My heart feels torn
Between two loves
To do unto you as you have to me
Or to love you
A better person I would be
Do you even noticwe me
When I am not your sole source of entertainment
I may seem weird to you
At least I am comfortable with myself to be myself
I wonder at times
Why you are so jelous
You would tear my world apart
If I wanted to end it all I would
Don't call me weak
I am not scared
But I CHOOSE to stay
For someday some one will come and put you in your place
And I will take your hand and walk you through it
There is safety in numbers
I hope one day you realize
Being treated poorly is a gift
It teaches tollerance
Tollerance for those who are different
Which is why we get tormented
Ironic?
They have Zero Tollerance policies
Mostly for weapons
But words are weapons too.
Nothing is done for the words that kill.
If sticks and stones can break my bones,
Why can't words break my heart
Not only my heart but my spirit?
Next time you need some entertainment
Just shoot me
Slit my throat
Do anything but tear me down
I beg you
The worst thing about this place is you
I build me up
You tear me down
Just wait
Revenge is sweet
And in the end
I win asshole
damn ur good the flow the indepthed of ur words the meaning i understand what ur sayin ive fellt kinda the same u should keep writin i think that u have a lot to say u can just see ur pain in ur writin
Wow! That was Powerful and Deep. It really hit a spot while I was reading it. I could feel your pain and that hurt...You have a way with words.. Nice job.
Submission Name: Asshole
