Darkness falls,
I've done it again,
Pushed everyone away.
Now I am all alone,
But am I really all by myself?
NO!!
Because I always ave myself.
It doesn't matter if I am the only one left standing,
I still have me.
It's just lonlier here with only me.
I wish someone would keep me company.
Those damn bastards,
They wouldn't understand what lonliness was if it fell on them.
I know what it is all too well.
I started to push people away to protect them.
I am different than they are.
I am trapped in the dark
Nobody understands
NOBODY
Do you hear me?
I wish I could make them stop.
They make me do stuff.
THey make me hurt.
I don't want to hurt.
But they won't let me leave them alone.
I don't like blood,
I don't like revenge,
But they make me do it.
Sometimes I hate them,
But more often than not I hate myself because of them.
They tell me to do stuff,
If I don't do what they say,
They'll leave!
And my lonliness will consume me,
Like darkness consumes light.
I don't want to be alone.
Damn the infernal creature who put them in my head.
Damn them all to hell.
She talked to me today
She is the only outsider to talk to me,
Who will talk to me.
For quite some time now,
The people on the outside fear me.
They think I will hurt them,
Like I hurt myself.
Those bastards have no idea what it is like to be all by themselves.
But she seems to have an inkling,
Of the hell I go through.
I wonder if she is a freak like me?
I wonder why her hair is so long?
I wonder
Why would she speak to a pathetic waste of space,
Like me?
I don't quite remember what we talked about,
Something to do with death
Or darkness.
I like death
Fantasizing
I want to die
To be dead
An explosion would be best.
Burning hurts the most.
People like me have been burned by them for years.
Because those bastards can't understand
When the darkness consumes the light
Everything is clear
and things can come back to the light
I need to be free
Free from all this hell
To find the light again
That is what I must do
I must burn into the darkness
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Submission Name: My Story
