Silently suffering in the wake of your distrust,
I ask myself I’m living this broken life for what?
If love is sight I’d rather be blind and I have been.
Your love for me is a has been.
Sin infested love making we shared
On a bed of a thousand lies.
I felt every piece of you when you
Were between my thighs.
(And I’m sure she did, too)
Heart shattered and knife in hand,
Contemplating if I’ll ever love again.
Slit to my wrist or slit to your tiers.
God, my insides feel like they on fire.
Numb to the world cuz i’m no longer your girl.
I continuously repeat this thought spawn.
I had you and you had me,
While she had I and you had we.
All in the palm of your hand.
(God love is nothing like I imagined)
Mind races as fast as a cheetah.
You swore to God you didn’t wanna
Be with her!
Lie after lie, tear after tear.
I never thought love would become my greatest fear.
My decision is insane with a knife to my vein.
Slowly bleeding just like every tear
That fell from my eyes
Again, Again, and Again.
The death of a fairytale and the birth of reality,
My love for you disintegrated my sanity.
A slit to my left arm for every time for every time I cried.
A silt to my right arm for every time you lied.
With legions of red rivers running down my sides.
I realized my suicide is no use because of you.
I’ve already died.
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Submission Name: Passionately fanatical
