why should i care anymore
i stand here all alone, staring at the shoreline
the beat of waves matches my heart
and memories of years spent apart
wash them self ashore it seems.
its hard to believe you'll be leaving here soon
the pain and the lies are all behind us
we have learned to be friends again
but it simply doesn't bother me as before.
everything i stare at seems a distant memory
the graduations soon, goodbye is hard for me
all i want is what i can strive to be
and i finally got it, you wont be standing here beside me.
i think its time i opened up completely
maybe my deep dark secrets wont kill me
my habits aren't as bad anymore
my lifes finally got something to look forward for.
so long to the love i thought i needed
hello to the rest of my life
tonight isn't different from before
i smile as the sunsets on the new days of my life.