Anger...
Annoyance
Pulsing through his veins
Ignorance
Stranger...
Than even her belligerent pain
Nothing...
Seems
To matter to him anymore
Useless
Feelings...
He's shutting and locking doors
Senseless...
Souls
They corrupt everyone he meets
Bloody
Beaten...
He leaves them alying on the streets
Suicidal...
Homicides
Led by the bloodstained knife
Isanity
Calamity...
What's the point to this life......?
Living off the knife
Surviving from his fists
Bullet holes
Slit wrists
Welcome to his life
Hating to love
And...
Loving to hate
Never giving up his life
To the twisted hands of fate
A train wreck
Where the survivors were all too late
Shaking with venom and rage
Life's nothing but a play
And he thirsts for center stage
Mother's panging the cell phone line...
Again
Why bother to answer?
She never bothered to care
Wound up in her depression
Shooting him toxic glares
This was how she showed her love
To her one and only son
Whom she gave up for adoption
When he was only three
Through this thick purple haze
His eyes cannot see
What began as a dare
Became an addiction
Escaping police chases
Became his one true conviction
Hating today
Despising the morrow
Pathetic disgraces for human beings
Drowning in their own sorrow
Toxic Hatred; enough to freeze over Hell
No one ever died for his sins
Not as far as he can tell
A world where nothing else mattered
But being a five year old boy
Foster father leaving him bruised and battered
Yet, that was 12 years ago
They all adore him but
Of his past he'll never let them know
They hold him up only to break him down
Acting sympathetic; acting as if they care
They'd give him a death cursed crown
IF THEY HAD THE CHANCE...
Born into darkness, never to find light
Born a "blind man", never to see the sight
THEY'D SLIT HIS THROAT WITH A LANCE...
Because no one ever bothered; no one cares
Walking down the street, he feels their glares
Life's a calamity, as far as he can see
Rich posers, diamond rings, a superstar sings
Not the life for him, to much strife for him
No love, without a friend, this life never seems to
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