Every morning I stare
to the East
Waiting for the sunrise,
trying to feel peace.
My eyes glazed over,
lack of sleep.
Bloodshot from the
crocodile tears I weep.
My mind wanders
thruout the day,
Drifting off to a
place far away.
My heart aches,
searching for love,
Every moment is the the same
as any other one.
I try to eat, I try
to write,
I try to breathe,
but something's not right.
My mind is preoccupied
with moving on,
Yet my soul is torn,
and my throat is raw.
Everytime I cry for you,
I yell out your name
Since you left this hopeless town,
things are not the same.
My eyes see things differently,
time is all but still,
I daydream way too much
to know what's truly real.
Evening comes,
the sun travels on,
Bringing my happiness to
someone else's dawn.
The nights here are hard;
cold, lonesome, and free.
I give up all hope
of ever falling asleep
As I stare at the wall,
wanting to fall,
Instead I toss and turn
restlessly,
Trying to make sense
of the nonsense that is me.
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