Pick my bones
and scrape them clean
then will you be done with me?
The days went by
and I've awakened find
all my friends are gone and I've been left behind.
I don't know where the hours went
or why so many of them were spent;
thinking in my head
of all the cruel things that I said.
Criticizing every line
as I re-run them through my mind.
Wishing I could go back and change
all the things that cause this pain.
Everything has stayed the same,
envy still falls from the sky like rain.
soaks the streets,
it beads on me
and I can't breath.
Wanting what everyone else has got,
this fixation has to stop;
Waiting for the day you come to me,
start my death
and set me free.
Cut my skin
my blood spills,
pour me drinks,
feed me pills;
Off your worst
or none at all,
save me your
If it has to be anyone, I'd rather it be you
to create my world and end it too.