My silhouette seems to crumble from my sorrow.
I’m just waiting to see you tomorrow
So I’ll be able to hold on
Grasp all immortality I have left
With all my thoughts running
I’m losing all my breath
Feel like I’m falling….
falling…
falling…
into a twisted confusion
where I’m supposed to find myself
but it’s so hard
when everyone is judging me
and it’s so hard
when I’m trying to watch my parents argue
day in and day out
hoping I’ll find someway out
hoping to find what life
is really all about
Wait for moon and stars to come
and I’ll cry under them
every night
nobody knows.
I’ve lost my innocent, naive glow
All secrets have been revealed
I’m no longer under the protection
of my mother
Even though she’s here
I’ve broke through her barrier
And found out what my life
Truly consists of
It doesn’t consist of love
Just of money, faults, blame, and hurt.
When I found this out
I felt like I was falling….
falling…
falling…
Confusion and depression seeped into my bones
as I stepped into my new world alone…
~Kim Brandt~
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Submission Name: ~Falling...~
