For everytime you tell yourself no!
you can't hold it in, just seem to let go.
The blade goes smoothly under your skin.
this is the place where we all begin,
At first you get soaked in terror and pain,
then after a month never again.
it becomes a tradition,
somthing usual,
you do it every night,
not knowing how deep you go,
when suddenly you go too far,
end up in hospital and never come out. |