These are the tears that I cry,
They fall like the rain
That never ends,
To the clouds, my cheeks are like deserts,
But they have been washed away,
But the cloud that looks upon my cheek,
Can not see that it is washing me away.
These tears flow like rading rivers,
I cant stop them, thru I try,
There is no dam that could ever hold them back,
For they flow like the blood within my veins.
There is no way to stop them,
I can not just not talk,
I can not ignore,
I see you, and I know you see me,
When ever I look into your eyes
All I can see is pain.
And I wonder..
Is it because of me?
Can you see the pain, that I feel, in my eyes,
For you dropped me
As if I am nothing,
I understand half,
But never all.
I am forced to smile,
Be nice, and not cry,
But I cry when the feeling is too great to bare,
Everything is falling apart,
I craw into my hole, in which I dug many years ago,
And I thought I filled it back up,
I thought grass grew over it,
And yet I find it..still there
And the things I left behind,
I actually have been carrying,
Its this I wonder how...
But what I wanted to bary deep in the earth,
cannot go away,
And now this..will not leave me,
Its like a horror movie, in which I hate the most,
It haunts me when I am wake,
It haunts me in my dreams
Even a dream catcher could not stop this thing.
Why must I hold on to this?
Why can I not just break this barrier?
I'm tired of this,
I wanna talk, I wanna smile something true,
I wanna be with you...
But I must’nt..I must’nt hope to high...
For as I know..at 730 tonite...
I'll look for your face..
And your seat will be empty,
And then I'll go home..and cry...