Clawing at me,
I feel their nails.
Footsteps, I listen
leaving trails.
My eyes, they close,
I see them walking
one by one
back and forth
leaving me to suffer
im suffocating in their breath
they squeeze my soul so tight
i cannot feel anymore
after their whispers so close to my ear
i hear nothing anymore
after they lay their eyes upon me,
i am blinded forever
i see nothing as the world is
i hear no screams my devil makes
they feel my skin at night and rape me
i am laying there and hoping they forget that i am there
i can keep running and they will always catch up with me
stomping on the back of my heels
watching me fall to my face
dirt on my tongue
my throat hurts
i taste nothing after they kiss me
i feel nothing after they hurt
my lips are bleeding for something staring at me
sharp teeth and grinding claws on his feet
a black coat with holes
i see his skin straight through
and i smell something irregular
a devil...
my Satan,
and yet after seeing him,
i feel no God anymore
no mercy shall be laid upon me and my soul
Hell - my demons can play
swinging off balconies and landing on my body
it lay there limp
and i am watching from my soul
where i can see and hear the world above me
they have not gotten me yet
not until i feel there bodies pressed against me and mine against the wall
i feel nothing after they hurt
i hear nothing after they whisper to me
i am nothing once they see me
a ghost forever trapped,
held inside a prison cell
listening to my demons scream
and whisper as i lay for bed. |