The world is unfolding
unraveling beneath me
im too strong for this
my world, it shatters
im screaming, im fighting
holding onto the ropes that the heavens feed me
im turning around to grab your hand
and you too have left me
alone in the crumbling ground that breaks beneath me
my body is trembling
my voice is leaving on a vacation of destined nightmares
I'm slipping away to another world where belial is present
i feel his breath against my lips as he leans close to me
again the world cracks under my feet
and no longer am i going to run
'take me' i whisper to him,
the lord of hell grabs onto me and i am burning inside
once again i fall to a realm much deeper than hell
a land where nothing matters
where you breath and cant feel it exit your throat
a place where clouds are made of candy coated drops
and the skies are painted oranger than a sunset constantly
heaven
deeper than hell
rotten stench comes from the ceilings of all the buildings
and stains of blood are crumbling the tiles
i walk around and feel the dirt crack between my bruised toes
again, i am swallowed into a hole,
and i am pushed deeper into the universe
my world
i am a god myself
my own adversary
'El Olam' monsters whisper to me
bowing at my feet are spirits that followed from hell and heaven
the tempter is growling so loud i can hear him from hell
the screams of damned souls run through me and i want to save them
but i cant,
i cant move my body,
my arms are paralyzed and i need my monsters to carry me
'El Olam' they chant in a louder whisper than before
i wonder why they are quiet
but i have realized that if they should scream my eardrums will bust
and i wonder how they know this
then i realize they know my thoughts,
just as we know our father's
not caring and never saving us
i shall adjust to my world
take care of my servants
'El Olam'
they scream
my ears start to bleed,
but i feel no pain
and i wonder how they know i can suddenly feel no pain
even when i didn't
and i realize...
that i am god to them
'El Olam'
their everlasting god,
their conquerer
they come close to breath me in and i am left holding my breath
a stench from hell lurks around their oras
'EL OLAM!!'
i will destroy earth for collapsing on me
i will kill the shining one for burning me
i will kill our father for feeding me rope
for i want to stay here a while,
and i am constantly listening to my monsters chant my name
'El Olam'
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