Description: this is yet another poem for jon ( when arn't my poems for jon) that is why I write is for him .
any way please tell me what you think turthfully
thank you storm
i look in the mirror -------------------------------------------
I look in the mirror and all I see
is my ugly face lookin back at me
how could jon have loved me
that is what I want to know but
I'll find out some day
I pull the blade across my wrist and wisper
here i come to you jon
I need to get to you
I need to see you
Jon I have a big thing to tell you I promises you that i would n't folow you every were i have broken that promise and will see you soon I just wish that there was another way to get to you Jon .
I miss you jon and even though i would n't kill my self to see you I see you in my dreams.
I love you jon and i will always love you .
dealing with a death is always hard, i can't imagine going through what you're going through right now. be strong, remember the amazing times you had together. stay strong. and keep writing, hopefully it is helping you get through, i know it helps me through the tough times.
Is Jon a girl? I didn't think so from the name, but you are a guy, so I'm really hoping that Jon is a girl. It sounds like you're dealing with a breakup. I can't really give you any personal advice, cause I've never been in a breakup, but, here's what I think I'd do- get a horse, go for a ride, and have a new hobby ;)