Baby, I love you and I'll never let you go. But, If I have to, boy I think you should know that the love we made and created can never be erased, and that in my heart you will never be replaced. I dont think you know that your touch is so amazing to me. Your warmth of your body makes me quake. Your voice so strong and passionate. My love for you, is unconditional. You may not know it becasue you are always with your friends, but when I see you my world lights up. People tell me leave you alone but they dont understand. Your my friend, my ex at that. Maybe its becasue I hold on too tight. Your my first love. It may be that I hold on to tight becasue we now live in two different worlds and I dont want to lose you. I dont throw myself at you becasue girls already do that to you. Your hugs from behind, is so real. The touch of your arms around me makes me feel happy and safe. But now you barely give me the time of day with no hugs and now I have to say your name for attention. Is it because you are caught up in this world of being a flirt? I dont know but all I want you to know is that I still want you. I'll tell you someday my deepest feelings for you, but for right now Im trying to keep you in my presence. You can never be replaced from my heart becasue you were my 1st. Friends tell me to get over you but you have a lasting affect on me. My parents tell me Im too young for love but you are my breathtaking reflection of God's heart becasue of you. You make me feel like Im the only one there when we are talking, and that is so wonderful to me. My love for you is unexplainable, you may not even notice it. When you are going out with another girl its hurts so much I just wanna SCREAM but I keep my cool becasue I know that you will be there for me one day. You.... my love.... my everything.... my soul that gave my the courage to love again..... its all you. You....
Love, Me
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