He giveth and He taketh away
How I know those words in my heart at this moment.
Never again will I hear her voice
Watch her smile, or laugh.
See her tears, comfort her pain.
I feel so empty inside, my own heart echoing each muffled beat
Taunting me, playing with each tear stained note
Singing me that overplayed 'sad' song
Here I sit, helpless and lost
Why would God give me a sister, only to take her away?
Though I wish to lash out at Him, I can't let my faith falter
When I cry, He cries with me
When I'm in pain, He feels such pain with me.
What a lesson to learn
This feeling of loss, grieving her life
So vibrant and full.
I hear the clock ticking loudly throughout the room
Yet time, stands completely still.
Is this real?