Shrouded like a vague mystery,
I'm trying to reach deep within,
Searching, Seeking answers for queries,
But I don't where to begin.
Battling with the hurt and pain,
The tears,angst,pretence and lies,
Losing the battle to my battered heart,
As I rerun the emotions once again.
I closed the doors to my heart,
He had the map,still he lost his way,
I don't want to travel back with him,
To relive the chapters of yesterday.
I said " Its not enough to love only"
Or hold me when you go to sleep ,
I'm better than your stolen kisses,
I need something deeper than deep.
Still he was quiet, he wouldn't tell,
He knew best,best only to conceal,
He just stared at me,with his lips silent,
Numb, he did not want to reveal.
I say no more, I say I'm through,
My heart whispers slowly "Enough"
It wasn't real for him,he walks away,
I know for him,it really was not Love.
Time has passed by, he has moved on,
In the arms of someone, a new story,
And I too have found my salvation,
With a perfectly shy new somebody.
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