The eye is the window to the soul, some say.
Then why is it that looking into someone's eyes can be so decieving?
Why do people fall in love, to fall out in a painful heartbreak? Why is it that men and women put themselves through such pain and try to get back into it again... Is it lonelyness? Is it stupidity?
I will never know why I long so much for my ex girlfriend who was really never mine to begin with. I though that God put her in my life, for the rest of my life. I was wrong, now I must admit my faults. I can never have with her what we once had, for a short time.
Now she says that God put another man in her life and i wonder... will it end the same? Because apparently she didnt accept the fact that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her.
Maybe God does have something in mind for her. Perhaps it will end the way I am guessing it will... perhaps not. Maybe this is the dream of her life and I was meant to live on for another woman. I just dont get why man is so stupid to fall into the pits that they dug for the next unsuspecting Joe, but instead they fall into it themselves.
This used to be a poem, but then I realized that its not what it was meant to be. I should have just come strait out and said it the first time... you think? |