I waited too long to say how I really feel
and now he doesnt even know I am here
Hes moved on which apart of me always knew he would do
But I guess I thought we'd always be after everything we've been through.
I was lingered to another guy
And my feelings for him as well as for eric just wouldnt die.
He told me he would wait for me until I was ready,
That he would take things slow and steady.
I guess he couldnt wait for me no longer
yet day after day my feelings grow stronger.
It hurt when I was reading his journal
He said how he was moving in with his girlfriend,
because everything he is going through she can help mend.
I am glad he has a girl that can be there for him, and help him through what he is going through,
But something in me always said that would of been me.
What hurt the most is I wrote a long letter, telling him I am sorry, I love him and the response I got back was something I didnt want....
"Its nice to hear from you, Welcome back"
It broke my heart in a thousand pieces
Becaus eafter all I thought I would get something more discent.
But I guess I don't deserve to have a beautiful man like him.
So Eric from mine to your lips,
I will simply say "I am always here to stay and
no matter what I will always love you til my dying days...(muah)!"
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Submission Name: Dedicated to Eric
