the thumping from under my ear
and in between the pillow
is the beating of my heart.
if a head ache were heard aloud
it may sound like this.
what if there is no actual belonging?
maybe the feelings are simply
that await no trial.
life is surely better when you have some thing to look forward too..
some times it is hard to find that, and an ongoing mystery can occur.
when solved, it may be taken for granted.
for many times, it has been.
nothing has a pain quite like withdrawal, and also, wonder.
these needs are screaming for fulfillment, and what will give them so?
a definition of unfair: a question with no answer.
immediate gratification is so key, and very much
needs to be reached.
at best, where are my answers?
at least, where are my hints?
blind to the intellect of what is in sight,
how would one consider the weight of this plight?
it can come to be too much.
that is a fear, which can severely weaken ones sense of the world.
dreams are our own parallel universes,
in which every thing is unusually right.
we secretly long to be in..or would that be too dangerous?
oh, a life with no pain, you say??
that, my friend, is an inevitability
that you cannot take away.