The day breaks, and sleep comes
They say it's darkest before the dawn
My heart aches, my head throbs
I can hardly supress a yawn.
My eyelids feel heavy, my lips are so dry
I have to fight to stay awake.
Slowly sinking into a puddle of apathy,
This world is more than I can take.
I wonder what waits beyond the pain,
Is there a hope, a guiding light?
Or does this agony end in something worse,
With more pain, and bigger battles to fight.
I wonder if death really is the end,
Or just another trial to face?
I wonder if it is all in vain,
This fruitless search for happiness, a waste...
I don't want to be here anymore,
In this world, so dark and vile
I don't want to see the daylight come,
Don't wanna pretend to smile.
Night falls, and with it brings,
A reminder of each of my sins.
It's so dark here, and I'm so, so cold,
Oh, look, I'm crying again...