a past to hide
ive lost everything to live for
so tell me why im still alive
i plead with the stars
to give me a reason to live
and i often cry, its hard not to
when you see nothing but reasons to die
still searching and repeating
as i continue to walk down my road
ive groan o so tired of this tedious path
its hard to be without a meaning
and its hard to walk when you cant feel your legs
i let out silent screams everday
hoping someone will hear me
i know someone out there feels my pain
you can see it just by looking in my eyes
and its getting to the point
where i cant look in the mirror
because my spirit trys to break free
i feel it toss and turn inside me
gasping for air, its so scary
ive let out vengefull roars
as i pull knives out my back
knives, that ive put there myself
the black blood gushes to the ground
and covers my feet up to my ankles
the ceiling cracks and opens up
as i begin to beg the stars
to bring me someone who will save me
but they have not yet replied
perhaps i deserve this
i no longer believe im a good person
since afterall i am the one
who made this all worsen
and im the one who scratches my scars
wide open, as i wait in my prison
traveling on this dirt road alone
with nothing, but my shadow to my back
and the bright gleaming sun
staring me in my cold rotton face.
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Submission Name: A Past To Hide
