If you cant hold on
Any longer
And the days are getting shorter
The tears you cry they make you scream
You cant hold on
I cant hold on
The end is just a day of rain
Why am I weak
Please make me strong
Without this pain I cant go on
Out of my mind
Because ..I know
its not pain I need
not pain I need
Its pain I want
That scares me so..
I want to bleed
I really only want to sleep
Who doesn't want security..
Just to feel safe
Yet on the verge on insanity
When the closest thing,
Is pain..
And that must fill the space
As you empty your
Veins
Of all your shame.
For the longing
You have never had,
Is gone, and
I hate
That I cant see the life
Anymore,
It used to lurk behind my eyes
But it has gone away
Away
So fucking far away..
The game,
It keeps me going, keeps me vain
Just a lie to stay alive
Is all they ever told you ..told me.
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