I wish the world could see all the pain you put us through. Then they would all know how you really are. And that you're a fake. Why oh why would you do this to the people you said you loved? I can see why you would, you dont think there is anything wrong with you, you think that this is the way you are sposed to be, but you're wrong, you've been wrong all along. The horrible memories that will neverbe erased, still huant me to this day. The cold, emptiness of your soul is an errie comfort. How could Isurvive without it? Would it be possible to know what life is like without pain? So maybe you did us a favor. Maybe we gloating in our forgotten riches and you just sent us in the right direction. Sometimes I wonder "what could have taken my heart and everything that ment anything?" My life is now so dimly lit, and i'm everythingi hate. I wonder if you need to feel our pain. do you need to suffer like we did?" Or are you still "perfect" nd we're still the ones that need invatations to heartache? I can't seem to shake the fact this it burns in my mind like an anger drivin by love. I just want life! |