looking through my hope chest,
I see
all of our great past memories

Seeing us as how we were,
I knew
that we would be together for life

Showing myself our pictures taken at school,
I cry
because I remember everything we once had

taking Everything of us out of this chest,
I noticed
We have more memories I have chosen to forget

I look at the CD with your favorite song,
I know
"Why Can't I" is always what it will be

I look through our memories that we have had,
I see
that if I look again, I know I won't make it though

I will have to stop myself to make a call,
to you
because I know that I won't be able to take it anymore

It's almost unbearable now, I can feel the pain,
I see
Myself welling up, its almost hear now

I look at myself in the mirror now,
I cry
I see the tears pour from my eyes

I remember everything now,
I try
to forget the pain, the angst, the hurt the battles

It doesn't help, They won't go away now,
Im done
I can't live with out this love of yours I seek.