i want to scream,
as loudest as i can,
is this all a dream?
if it is.. than why can i hear my laugh?
if it is... why can i feel your hand
i'm so delicate, crying inside like a newborn baby,
learning how to walk, learning how to love again.
i'm a lost child in this reality,
of what is stuck inside deep in my head
in my puddle of confusion
trying to figure out if you are true
or is this all dream that feels so much like reality
and i wanna do to find out the answer is scream
knowing i will find out when my heart is broken once Again
wondering if i'll ever get that kiss
let it be my first one on my lips
that i have ever felt....
Vulnerable... so sad.. so delicate
like a newborn baby
crying for its mother to hold on
and care for...
lost and looking for something to hold on
and be cared for...
screaming so loud
holding on to the sound
grabbing onto nothing
but a delicate song
of crying vocal tears
i know i would kill for the truth
cus i like you
(oh so much)
but do you like me the same
i'm so afraid
to find out the truth, so much painfull shame
cus its all just a dream
where it feels allot like reality
and i can hear you laugh
and feel your hand