You know that time when life leaves you behind and passes you in the dust? It feels like you've been left behind by everyone to just rot and die. You feel out cast in the world, like nobody knows who you are or what you are. It almost feels like you're having an anxiety attck. The walls are closing in on you and you can't breath and soon you're just lost in a daze. From this somehow you start a new life. At this time you decide that you're going to change something about yourself, bu you have no idea why you would want to do this. You try to change,you do new things, meet new people to replace your old life, but aspects of your old life are still there. Your work, your family are some things you just can't change, and you find they dig up the old memories of your past life, the one you don't want to go back to. Because if you go back to it, you might end up in the same dillema you're in now. But would it really be so bad, your past life? Couldn't you have changed some things to make your past life, your present? Maybe life didn't leave you behind at all, maybe you left life behind. If you do go back though.........what could happen? You would lose your present lfie, which seems to be going okay but there are so many things you miss about your past life. Your friends, your old personality, they were all so great. But now you have new friends, a new personality and a new life. There is no reason to go back to your past life. No reason at all. Becuase if there was a reason, wouldn't you have just stayed in your past life? Maybe you should make a new life again, it seems life has left you in the dust once again. Confusion is lifes neighbor, and change is confusions cousin, so just go along with it. Make the new life, because is there even a reason to dwell on the present when you can look to the future?